I'm better than you

Tomorrow is the first day of school, for public school kids that is...it will be my second full week! Which is why I'm better than you, no not better than the one person who reads this blog because let's face it she's awesome!
I'm better because....
1. I've already graded homework assignments for 3 different grade levels
2. I've already planned tests for next week
3. I've had to move kids from one side of the room to the other...because of discipline issues

Basically....I'm amazing. I have done a great job of teaching my students BUT I still have a long way to go...and I mean a long long way. A lot of my students think they can talk and disrupt class without getting in trouble, and that is my fault...but that's changing this week. I've lost my voice so that I sound like a man...There is a lot of adjustment to be done...which means I'm really not any better than you.

ANYWAY
I need to stop hanging around with couples...or seeing couples, I really need to be agoraphobic. Everytime I see a couple my heart cringes, it's that kind of cringe you get when you see that guy who broke your heart with the girl who has a better everything than you...ugh! I feel broken hearted and I haven't even been broken up with....that does make sense I promise. I know I have Jeff, but now that our conversations are becoming less frequent and I haven't seen him since the beginning of May I'm starting to feel REALLY lonely. Don't get me wrong, I love him and nothing is ever going to change that...I'll wait for him to come home, we'll get married and have lots of babies but it's just hard to live day to day without the person you love. Sad day.


Enough of that.